trouble and pressure revolving around...
everytime you step forward...

Do this place always works with a balance?
hav been wondering long time...
may pressure adsorbed equal to joys?
but the balance is being ruined...
pressure has been adsorbing too much...
more than anyone can help...
take my measure all the time with
what's been heard and what's been seen...
judge in haste, but repent at leisure...

the lake has been being calm for a long time....
someone may try to rip it some spray...
as the lipper is gettin blown up more and more...
the one might hope it turn back to the peace...

you can easily rip the peace of my place...
by a petty action...
but the lake with lipper is hard to be recovered back...
need to take a pretty long time...

back to trouble...
pressure cant be avoided...
I don't mean to have totally stressless...
but at least...
kidding with me most of the time...
as more pressure given...

someone have been alone for all the time...
but he has never felt upset...
even lonely...
one day....
the other one comes into his life...
only then he feel the meaning of the accompanying...
finally, is time....
the one step out of his life...
he is wonderng some feeling that he never felt before...
he finally know the feeling of loneliness...
he might be aware of sad...
and the taste of tears...

If you was him...
do u prefer that the one never comes into yr place?
so that couldnt bring you any annoynance?
or you're willing to accept the leave...
treassure the happiness that the one brought you for the time...

17 feb 09
21:00
this place is turnin cold...
since the day u went off...
hard to tolerate this feeling of cool...
but can do nothing...

it might be the season change...
cant deterrent the leaf that wind brought away...
hope it brought away anythin of u...
with no vestige left as u never came before...

season change...
should fly back to sumwhere u came from...
sumone will be just standing here...
look at the view of your back gone...
wish the bird fly back to her happiness and never cum back anymore...

is gettin cool and cool here...
cant cum out even one word to ask u to stay...

is not your fault...
just not in time...
Incessant time turns anythin to be comely and precious...
It's a pity...
It never stop over at the moment forever...

~tryin my best to slowly adapt to the cool~

10 feb 09
03:14
Is there necessary to change?
change to be better? or mayb worse...
There has no absolutely true or false...
only different point of view...
from your angle...
there is always a great gulf fixed between us...
try to catch up your pace...
fail to catch up...
and froced to put down somethin that is'nt willing to part with...

one couldn't slow down her pace...
another is tired to catch up...

everythin shall be stopped?
before it's too late to feel sorry...
before it can't bear to see somebody leave......

09 feb 09
04:59
when was the begining?
can't recall...
a strange name from a familiar voice...
thinkin it'd just stayed a while in my place...
but no one has thought of it......

a relationship's being held count backwards...
even the opportunity is recurred...
the upshot of it all will still remain the same...

maybe somethin is goin to be lost...
that someone is awake to treasure it......

07 feb 09

12:21

from today onwards...

I'll be writing down my life here....

recording every moment...

afraid to lose those memory with you...