GAIN

time flies,
In the twinkling of an eye,
Christmas is around the corner,
A whole new year is approaching.

I'm 21st this year,
I'd have to say,
this year really means a lot to me.

Many things happened this year,
which I'm not able to write out all in this post,

If I'd have one word to conclude this year,
I'd choose "得"

what I've learnt this year:


1. 选你所爱，爱你所选..
I've chosen you~
Even I didn't mention it all the time,
trust me
May time prove my sincerity~
love you, Dear =)

2. Be a trend follower

3. to love with classical music

4. have a healthy lifestyle
health is above wealth.

5. 目标坚定，奋斗!
make up your mind,
strive for your goals,
develop and follow your own path to success =)

~ I'm on my way =D ~

learn to be a trend follower =)

this world is simply a place where people gather to share feelings,
by any number of ways, for any number of reasons...

Our feelings could be divided into three,
positive, negative and mean...

positive includes happy, joy, excited etc..
negative such as sad, lonely, moody, emo..
mean, everything is just normal, no happy nor sad...

in order to live happily,
simple,
maintain feelings of positive, bear negative, and get mean into positive...

All of this sound simple, but is not easy...
for sure, we would not be feeling happy or sad constantly all the time,
feelings of positive and negative change time to time...
the fluctuation of the feelings between positive and negative forms "Trend"...

When there is something good happens, positive feeling formed, called uptrend,
if thing happens the other way round, called downtrend...
mean could be defined as sideway...

One of my basic philosophical tendencies is that
change is constant, change is random,
and trends will reappear if we go through a non-trending period...

~~

half year since last post

It has been half year since last post，
I'm back eventually~

what had happen to me? =)
anything change?

nope,
I'm still who I am...
but slightly better, I guess...

I felt wonder while I was reading back all the post...

erm,
半年前， 半年后，
有什么改变？

想法，心态，
确实改变很多，

这半年，过得不太忙，
但充实，

因为每天都是做想做的事情，
是不是半年前的一段时间很难过，
所以上天倪补回我呢？
我不懂，
不过可以肯定的，
我会珍惜 =)

不后悔曾经做过的任何事，
如果没有这些，
也不会有今天的我...

不懂什么时候，
开始知道， 什么应该珍惜， 什么应该放手~

有些问题你问我时，
我只笑不答，就别再问了 =)
我， 过得快乐， 开心~

如果我给你发短讯，
代表我真的想到你，
没其他的~

有时我真的只想安静一下，
如果我没回你短讯，
不要生气，
见到面时，骂一骂我就好了...

你并不能真正地了解我，
因为你不是我，
我尝试去了解你，感受你，
如果失败的话，
没关系，我明白 =)

If u read through this post until here,
thanks for your concern,
I appreciate it,
oh ya, u may text me as well to let me know =)

-Original Dreamz-

　　Original Dream

　　If pride has not been patted down callously by the billows of reality
　　How can we profoundly realize how painstaking it is for us to reach the target afar...
　　


　　If dream has not suffered the extreme of falling off cliff
　　How can we know who is with grim determination
　　is actually endowed with invisible wings...


　　swallow the tears in heart
　　that will grow into a stout flower
　　At the time of exhaustion
　　We are able to nose a scent with eyes closed...

　
　　As if we have slumbered soundly till dawn
　　Still singing as walking
　　With a brisk pace...
　　
　　When the weigh of solitariness outstands in dismay
　　How craving you are for a warm and reliable shoulder from who understands...
　
　　I feel exceedingly gleeful for our persistent mutual understanding all the way
　　Which goes through gales and circles with hearts tightly linking up
　　Grasp our original dream fast within hands...
　　
　　How can we sail back halfway on the way to our most desirable destination?
　　The original dream will surely be reached...
　　
　　Only by finalizing our aspiration can we truly land on the Heaven :D

-fireflies-

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

Cause they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude but I wouuld just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
Please take me away from here
Cause I feel like such an insomniac
Please take me away from here
Why do I tire of counting sheep
Please take me away from here
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizzare
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like To make myself believe
That Planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm
Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the sea

random... ...

juz b home...
went to Julyap's house played mahjong,
with Julyap and Nic,
lost at first but win b at last XD... ...

suddenly feel the luck is coming back,
I hope so... ...

had a spicy pan mee after mahjong,
stomach is juz like burning now ><"

clubing night XD

Honestly, I'm not a "clubing kaki"...
seldom go for clubing actually...

But, I would say
clubing is very enjoyed,
especially with friends XD

Location: The Curve- The Santuary
Time : not sure, should be 12a.m something...







There are some photo which can't be posted here XD

Anyways, really enjoyed at that moment~